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^My exact feeling right now.

My mom is going to kill me. Dang it it's freakin 6 in the morning and I'm such a damn procrastinator. If there's one thing I hate about myself it's my lack of willpower and self-discipline. I have no control. When will I ever learn. It's been years since that time in elementary school that I turned a book report in a week late. Once she finds out that I didn't complete the scholarship I  was planning to turn in she'll get pissed and never let me do anything anymore, even though she still won't let me do anything anyways. For example, where I'm NOT going to be this weekend.

• Talent Show
• Rayven’s House
• Key to College
• Ally’s Debut
• Youth Mass

Thanks for never letting me out mom. Another weekend to rot in this house.

AJhhhhhhhhhafrieoklmdjioamklfdedjmjnoksdlmfjhiospklnfjioskm damn it why am I such a retard. I hate doing work and I hate filling for scholarships. I know we really need it but I'm such a ahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!

I need to start taking initiative.

Childhood Hickies

I had a lovely visit from Snow White and Belle today. It was fun to not work on my personal essay. We looked up pick up lines, made confessions, and talked about hickies made as a child! I though I was the only weird person. It's glad to have more than one person to talk to. Ranting is good. Oh, how I wish I could go out more.
My mom is going to a reunion this weekend and thus, she has been practicing how to walk in heels. It's pretty sad, she is just so unnatural when she walks with them on....but....we're getting there and I'm glad she's got a hot outfit for the dinner! This whole week she's been fussing over what she'll wear. It's so cute.
Senior pictures. Ah, which ones to choose????
I lost my keys. Gosh, it sucks so much cause my parents are pissed. They like disappeared. I really hope I'll find them. Good think I don't have a car.
Camp is just in 3 days!!! I'm so excited! I've already starting putting clothes all over my bed. I hope everyone will make the most out of it.

I'd like to leave my nonexisting audience this thought:

"Napping should have the status of daily exercise.”

-James B. Maas, a Cornell University sleep expert

I highly suggest sleeping outside in the afternoon under some shade. Such bliss.